That's why I'm MisSintErrPriTi'd!!!!!!

I don't know who she was to me, Yet today I shed a tear-drop or three, Thinking she could be my daughter, my sister, my neighbor.... Or Me!! Leave your remorses and regrets behind, Damini...  Set your brave self free. For its Us who stand shamed, For its our souls that are dented Its this nation that's painted and tainted black   Its all of us that are raped by our supposed protectors and Keepers, And the Government watches with glee! *sighs*

Evanescent,  Effervescent,  Ever so elusive - Life! At times wondrous, at others torturous! Sometimes, its meaning escapes me by a fraction.  Then, in an unassuming flash of a moment it all seems to fall in place! Its here that I could touch everything I ever dreamed about... And its here I could realise everything I could've never imagined.... Placid at times, turbulent at others! Coming apart at the seams, then teaching me to take that timely stitch that would save me nine!! It's here, my playground! It's you, my game, Life!

Sometimes I believe. Sometimes I don't! At times I'm believing when in doubt, while at others I'm doubting when in belief. Does that make me a believer or a non-believer?! When one believes, the conflict ends - that's the general notion. Believing is comfort, believing is peace - usually! And while peace or comfort is the seemingly obvious end I struggle to achieve; I realize that the doubt was the means!! Unless I doubted, I wouldn't have come to believe! Its like reaching perfection. I imagine perfection like still calm waters; I may momentarily look at in awe and wonder against a picturesque scenic backdrop, but then in a while I look away! Had that perfection not been there, had the water not been still....had there been ripples and waves that danced a mad dance while I was looking at the scenery, making patterns as it flirted with each of my glances.... holding it spell-bound.... making it difficult for me to look away.........! M...

And...  It wasn't long  Before I found myself turn around. Now and then.. Wonder why?!? Maybe those distant echoes; t hey're now fading.  Maybe the memories; n ow fast evading.  And I walk on... More and more further-bound... l ess and less I turn around! And.. Maybe now I've come far.. And.. Maybe now,  I'm closer to where you are!!  ---

And do you see those grey clouds?! And they are a-mocking! And can you see the hiding Sun?! He is but "just joking"! And I hear some giggles filling the humid air Making my expectations damp... Even the Mockingbird is puzzled!!! -----X-----

Faith. Faithless. Absolutely; maybe.. Where am I?! Help me find my feet, Perfectly perched on steady ground Yet, I'm dis-aligned... I follow a butterfly; it leads me through woods, meadows and then disappears.... Lost, standing there gazing in amazement, how far I've come and where do I go now?! I want to stay here... Is there someone looking for me when they find I'm gone, or not?! Or, am i just fooling myself in believing Someone will come finding me Or will He?! Yes, definitely. Hopefully. Maybe!

And so we wrote..... "Making Poetry" I. Tangent Diagonally aligned parallel thoughts swifting into the by-lanes of  imagination. Quite vivid and linearlly-challenged logic! Quantum is my field, stretching into infinite space - Circling to touch, centering  the vast realm of 'externity' existing in the universe inside me!  I struggle to dissolve into "Nothingness"  sacred space within -   I.... ---- II. A Yard Doesn't measure up to the fabric of proportions defined by this society. Yard is my own measurement of immeasurable ideas crossing boundaries of Mind-space! Playground of emotions resting where the heart is And exerting when the mind is sedate losing all measures of freedom confined by this Geometry! ------ ~HAIKU~  I.  Green is my color -  Green is natural Twisted notions of the socitey of green being money.  I long for a world of barter!! -...